Saturday 18 August 2012

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Udari pravo u srce pa ga rascijepi na pola. Iz njega nek' izadju sve crne najcrnje noci i sva najgroznija sunca. Sve oci nek se ugase i pogledi padnu kao vonjici u bitci koju znaju da gube. Iz njega nek prsne zivot, u jednom potezu. Kao poslednja zelja za zivotom u casu smrti bolesnika neka se ugasi sve. Zelje nek umru, nek crknu same i pregazene kao psi lutalice. Same, gladne, smrznute, beznadezne zelje. 
I idemo dalje. Baci tu dusu na plocnik neka ga voda prljava odnese zajedno sa necijim otpatcima i opuscima. Koracaj tako dalje. Gledaj pravo. Sad imas svoj mir i svoj prostor. Sad imas sebe. I ja imam sebe. Ja imam svoju prazninu i tumor misli, bolest nade. Imam pogubnost disanja i novog dana u kojem cu opet jos malcice da umrem. 

Friday 29 June 2012

Demented Moon

Demented Moon,
Drowning in tears,
Drowning in the sea,
Demented Moon,
Drowning in me.

Demented Moon,
Is it me that I feel,
Leaving behind
The world that I need,
To feel sorrow of a thousand years.

Demented Moon,
You have no face.
Demented Moon,
Fallen from God's grace.
Rip my soul open
And let the pain rain
On all those around me
Who don' know your name.

Demented Moon,
Your wailing became
Te song of my dreams,
The taste of my mother's milk,
Only thing I know and only thing I am.
Demented Sun

Demented Sun,
Where is your soul?
Demented Sun,
I give you my all
For the sick twisted love,
For the pain, for you to be whole.

Demented Sun,
You're still going forth.
Demented Sun,
taking what's worth.
Killing and slaughtering,
Abandoning with smile.
With eyes open wide
You pierce through the heart.

Demented Sun,
You go beyond, disappear.
You cut yourself and you bleed,
Just to let life see how demented
Love of self can be.